I'm sorry that I've had such a piss poor attitude. I lucky for a lot of reasons, and I should remember that. I know that I'm doing this for a reason and that this is temporary. Its just hard to change overnight.
My DH is usually a great guy, I think he just doesn't want to see me unhappy. I survived last night and I'll survive the rest of the days too.
We're off to play mini golf with the kiddos. Thanks so much for the support and patience!