Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Hi, my name is Jennifer and I have irrational meltdowns......

The psych eval is now scheduled for Thursday at 9:30am. I was so lucky to find another therapist so quickly. This lady sounded awesome over the phone. I am thankful.

Another issue of mine that I will share is that I go from zero to sixty quickly. I am working on trying to stay calm and enjoy the process but I am always in a hurry. I was so worried yesterday that my journey which hasn't even started would be over. I know its irrational. I feel better today. Has anyone read the book, the monster at the end of this book by Grover. Well its not really by Grover himself, but he tells the story. Anywhoo, he's so afraid of what happens at the end of the book that he gets all worked up over nothing. That was me yesterday. I was Grover.

So the way it stands now is psych eval Thursday, seminar on Saturday. Have a good one!


  1. I love the Grover comparison! Deep breaths! You are like me - when I make up my mind that I want or need to do something, I want it done NOW! No waiting!! Good luck Thursday!

  2. I am the same exact way! I always worry about the outcome and when I decide things I want them NOW. I'm trying hard to work on that but it's not always very easy.

  3. Thanks Ladies! I knew I couldn't be alone! lol
    I'm horribly impatient.

    Julie-I also could have used Veruca (sp?) Salt. But she's not as cute as Grover!

  4. I love that book! One of my favorites when I was a kid and something I read to my children now. Thanks for the add, I've heard good things about you and can't wait to read more :)

  5. just discovered your blog from following mine and the boobs blog. kudos on the grover reference. lol i read that book as a kid. hadn't remembered it till you said that though. and he is cuter than varuca, you're right about that. looking forward to reading the rest of your journey.