Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I don't know where to start.

I feel like I'm starting over. Its so weird to have not blogged in so long. I miss everyone. I wanted to do a vlog-but I haven't gotten around to it. Maddie is starting Kindergarten next week so we have been busy back to school shopping. She is so ready. I'm not sure if I am. Chris will be starting VPK at the daycare that they go to. Not too much of a transition for him, but I think secretly he will miss seeing his sister throughout the day. Friday, I brought our dog back to the pound. The dog and I have had a love/hate relationship since we got her 2yrs ago. I kept thinking that it would get better but it never did. It was much harder to do than I thought. I haven't sobbed like that since my grandfather passed away. I haven't been able to get rid of her pillow yet. Damn dog.

This past weekend my mom, my two sisters and I all got a tattoo together. I'll post some pics later. Its around the ankle, hurt like crazy but we love it. We had the tattoo guy cracking up the whole time. At one point I said that they should forget the Kardashians and start taping us! My mom has the kids until Wed night. So excited for a mini break. Then in the middle of the night last night our A.C. broke! Of course!! But you know what that means-out to dinner for me! Hopefully they can get it fixed today.

On a band note, things have been stagnent. It stinks, but its totally me. My heart has not been in it due to some stress. I'm trying to make better choices and I haven't gained anything back but I am holding steady at 196-197. The job has been awkward. The new boss is treating me nicely so far, it could be because we are on a hiring freeze. ha! But it has been extremely awkward with the old boss. A lot of drama. They are also still making decisions as a company to sell us so we don't really know whats going on with that either. My internet time has been limited which is another reason its been hard to blog. There is just so much uncertainty here right now, everyone is playing survivor.

Hope to vlog later with pictures!

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7 comments:

  1. MandaPandaAugust 17, 2010 at 9:40 AM

    My Maddie started kindergarten last week. I admit, I teared up. But she's doing great and your Maddie will do great too! I hate work drama...hopefully, you'll find some answers soon on that front. Can't wait to see the tattoo!

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  2. Amy W.August 17, 2010 at 9:46 AM

    Sometimes life gets in the way of our damn weight loss! But the good thing is...it will pick back up again and you are holding steady. Glad you are back. I saw Jacquie call you out on FB this morning.

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  3. -Grace-August 17, 2010 at 11:08 AM

    I've missed you. I look forward to the vlog and pictures. Sorry life has been stressful! I hope it settles down soon.

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  4. MariaAugust 17, 2010 at 11:30 AM

    Hey girl, so glad to see you update! I hope things settle down for you soon. Hang in there.

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  5. HeatherAugust 17, 2010 at 1:35 PM

    I have missed you! So glad to hear an update. It is a sad day when we realize that our kids have grown and we feel like we missed it, but were there the whole time. My son started high school today. I cried more than the day he started kindergarten. I hope that the job thing continues to work in your favor. Just remember, things happen for a reason...

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  6. JacquieAugust 17, 2010 at 3:12 PM

    Hey Girl! We have all missed you and I was getting worried. I'm glad you blogged today and believe me, whatever it is, you'll get through it. We are all here for you!

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  7. RooAugust 18, 2010 at 1:20 AM

    I was wondering where you were...when things get stagnant it sucks...but you will get through it and onwards....and I want to see tattoo photos...I am thinking of getting one while in the States in a few weeks...

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